FO REAL!!

Yesterday as I was getting ready to go out on girls night out with my mom, sis lina and cousin Mo. I told alex his papa would be watching him since dad was working. He was a little upset because he wanted to join the party. Finally after getting ready we get to my moms house. Him and my little sister teine get their bikes. They're riding up and down the drive way while i'm just sitting by the car watching them. He comes up to me and says mom can i go please. Then i reply Papa's going to take you to McDonald and let you play I said this in a really high pitch happy voice. Then alex looks at me and says FO REAL mom!lol...i started laughing at him and he says what? I asked him when did he start saying fo real then he just starts smiling at me. With his big brown eyes and his dimple i love so much! Its

astonishing the little phrases children pick up on. Alex is growing so quick i feel like i'm losing control of time. I miss him when he was small I fear the day he gets old enough to spend his time with friends instead of me. Boy i don't know how i'll handle him starting school but for now let me focus on the time i have now before i get depressed thinking about kindergarten he he he.